Friday, October 21, 2011
I know I need to do my chest next, but am being timid. Still, that needs to be done and I'm just being a lazy baby for not doing a section every year at this time. It's just that last year was SO BAD. Work picks up like crazy right now, working nights and weekends already and mandatory weekends start in a couple weeks. The emotional trauma is more what I'm dreading. At this time of year, I stay pretty sleep-deprived and don't cope well enough with extra stress. Last year, had a maaaaajor melt-down at work during the treatment and I know it was mostly tired and over-stressed. That's a big factor for me as I pick the timing for treatment, cuz I'm going to avoid a repeat of that at any cost!
If you're on the fence, I'm grateful every day that I did it. What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger, right? Well, I'm pretty damn confident of my strength :)